My Salvation Story.
When I was in college I had no doubt that I was in the right place educationally and relationally. I never heard of the Christian doctrine of being born again or forgiven. I grew up Catholic but was never really religious. One day at my apartment, two men came to my door and tried to explain a different kind of faith from the one I grew up in. I'm pretty sure that I began my search for God at that point, although these men were not the kind of Christians that I later began to know later in my life. However these men opened the door for me to receiving Jesus as my Lord and Saviour, even though they weren't that kind of Christian, when I got home from college.
I was studying musical theatre and was serious about becoming an actor, but during the end of my second year I began to become disillusioned with myself and didn't know it, but I was questioning my purpose for being in the program. As a result, I missed some mandatory classes I needed to be present for in order to be academically eligible to make it to the third and final year of my program. I was called as a young man into the office of someone who had the power to send me home early, and for good. To be honest, I didn't fully understand why I was about to be asked to leave the program, however the question the teacher/administrator asked me was "are you willing to accept the consequences?" I sincerely said yes, and that's when I found out I wasn't coming back for the final year.
I wasn't upset, although when I moved back home I remember being depressed for an entire day. I decided to go on a bike ride around my neighbourhood, I was sad and felt like I was lost. I remember sprinting on my bike on my last lap home, and it was my way of telling myself that I wasn't going to give up on myself! Sometime later at work, I heard the gospel for the first time, and about a week later I had made my peace with God.
I remember someone asking me at work what it was to be born again, and I gave him an answer to the best of my ability, even though now I know it was a weak answer. I knew something had happened to me as a result of me being saved, I was happy. Salvation is a free gift, and you can't lose it, even though I thought I had lost it after a short while. Having the Lord in my life since then has given me a real faith, and a confidence that God knows me, and I know him. I find myself in deep love with the Lord, a clear sign that my life now has the purpose that I was looking for, just before I was asked to leave college. I love God, and I love my brothers and sisters in the Lord, and I also love my friends. I pray for my enemies and I try to love them too. This is Mike.
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