I promised myself I wouldn't do this but my conscience cannot rest unless I say a few things. How you read this makes a huge difference, and if you read this and go away thinking absolutely nothing then this has been in vain.
When I promised I wouldn't do this it is not because I am fearful of talking about things that I feel are unjust, nor am I taking the stance of an innocent victim, but it pushes me on to discuss the pride and the jealousy that once didn't exist around me and the state of unborn desires as the world get older people are changing. I should be free to say anything I want on this blog, but that has become the problem I am dealing with right now.
My dad last night wanted to know if I wanted to go out to karaoke with him, and to be honest I thought it would be a good idea, but I just couldn't go. While I lie here on my bed writing to you, what I am thinking about is how much truth and the opposite are being hidden and disclosed openly to us and the outcome of all of us appearing to be right, when none of us has ever really experienced it.
Open and direct communication is only right when we have all the truth, and none of us have all the truth all the time. I think there are allot of you playing God, and when we have the technology as we do today, we feel free to say what we want. Let me explain. I am not God and I know that He is upset when we try to manipulate things to get our way. Humans are limited but they have been given too much power to do things now, whereas in the past we were very much more limited. I have been not forthright, because I believe that there are people, hopefully some of you, who still believe in honesty and love and for those of you who have found better things, foo on you.
When I promised I wouldn't do this it is not because I am fearful of talking about things that I feel are unjust, nor am I taking the stance of an innocent victim, but it pushes me on to discuss the pride and the jealousy that once didn't exist around me and the state of unborn desires as the world get older people are changing. I should be free to say anything I want on this blog, but that has become the problem I am dealing with right now.
My dad last night wanted to know if I wanted to go out to karaoke with him, and to be honest I thought it would be a good idea, but I just couldn't go. While I lie here on my bed writing to you, what I am thinking about is how much truth and the opposite are being hidden and disclosed openly to us and the outcome of all of us appearing to be right, when none of us has ever really experienced it.
Open and direct communication is only right when we have all the truth, and none of us have all the truth all the time. I think there are allot of you playing God, and when we have the technology as we do today, we feel free to say what we want. Let me explain. I am not God and I know that He is upset when we try to manipulate things to get our way. Humans are limited but they have been given too much power to do things now, whereas in the past we were very much more limited. I have been not forthright, because I believe that there are people, hopefully some of you, who still believe in honesty and love and for those of you who have found better things, foo on you.
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