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I'm tired.

Let's not say that I'm sick of life, lets just say I'm tired. Nothing witty to say, nothing profound, just what is in my heart. I wonder how God feels at times, does he get annoyed that no one really cares and the ones who do care is he disappointed that the ones who don't care really want to care at times? My mind is like a blank slate right now, not much inspiration, besides what I feel right now. I do have hope for the future but there in this thorn in my flesh right now that is trying to tell me that you are too good of a person and sometimes God doesn't hear your prayers because if you were a little bit like that person down the street you know, the one with the tattoos and the big cross around her neck, you might just be effecting change where you see no change right now. Maybe just get a little rebellious, you know step out from what is clearly right and clearly wrong, cause a holy stir...but you know that's already been done and it just causes more pain for everyone else.

Holy Stir, not sir. That sound like a drink. In one of those remote villages in a country unknown, but the problem is when you drink of it it poisons your heart with jealousy and bitterness and we know the end result is a holy death. Boy am I cheery today. I ques I feel happy when I see good things happening, but could you answer this question for me (hypothetically speaking)...What is happiness? I thought it was an emotion, a feeling, an answer to prayer. I guess it can be. We are funny creatures aren't we. When we get what we want, we are happy. When we really get what we want, we want some more..materialism? I ques I'm just a material boy living in a material world! Way to go Madonna, you know as random as this blog is it is leading me to thoughts of Heaven? Hypothetically speaking, will heaven be a materialistic place? I know it will be real, but will we dream in heaven? Ya I know about all that Glory of God stuff, but you know we will be spending an eternity with God, not even one material thing? I think he will give us what we need, guess what? No eye has seen, no ear has heard nor has it even entered into the heart of man what God has prepared for those that love Him. Deep thought.

this is mike.
Thank you Jesus.

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