I am a christian in hiding.

Is it my choice that back in 1999 I was diagnosed with a severe mental illness. Is it my choice that I'm having thoughts that I may be DID. I feel pain and the best way for me to deal with this pain is to be myself contrary to what my brother has been telling me lately, that I live in a dream world where I expect the whole world to revolve around me!!!!What! That is so not true. If you want to know what he called a dream let me explain it to you. It's not that he called this a dream, but this is what I stand for: NO CORRUPTION, WHETHER IT BE IN CHURCH OR THE GOVERNMENT. Just an aside, we have a Hitler like leader in the whitehouse right now who is rebelling against the Constitution: I BELIEVE IN THE DEFINITION FOUND IN THE LAW OF NATIONS BOOK ONE CHAPTER NINETEEN IN REGARDS TO THE PRESIDENT BEING A NATURAL BORN CITIZEN, WHICH THE CURRENT PRESIDENT DOESN'T QUALIFY. I believe in equity and equality for the poor and I believe that it the church not the state who are to show Christ's love to them, regardless of where they are. I BELIEVE THAT TYRANTS WILL FALL AND TRUE BELIEVERS ARE BEING SEVERELY PERSECUTED AS I WRITE THIS, ANDI BELIEVE THAT CHRIST IS WATCHING REGARDLESS OF WHO YOU ARE. I m a christian in hiding.

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Some Bible Verses on Money.

Bible verses about money. I bet you didn’t think the bible said that? Proverbs 23:5 When you glance at wealth, it disappears, for it makes wings for itself and flies like an eagle to the sky. 1 Timothy 6:10 For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil. Some people, eager for money, have wandered from the faith and pierced themselves with many griefs. Proverbs 13:11 Wealth quickly gained is quickly wasted — easy come, easy go! But if you gradually gain wealth, you will watch it grow. Psalm 62:10 Don’t make your living by extortion or put your hope in stealing. And if your wealth increases, don’t make it the centre of your life. Luke 6:38 “Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.” Ecclesiastes 11:1 Cast your bread upon the waters, for after many days you will find it again. Malachi 3:10 Bring the whole tithe into the storeho...

My Story.

In 1999 I suffered a mental health crisis and admitted myself into the hospital where I live, in which I was given a mental health diagnosis. I didn’t want to receive medication at the time, but unwillingly accepted it. I was in the hospital for about two months, when I asked my doctor if I could go home, and he said yes, even though he thought it would have been better if I stayed longer. I was glad to be home though, but at 25, it took some adjusting to feel truly at home. One of the problems I was having at home was it was hard for me to eat the food in the house. I was having a psychosis where I felt the food wasn’t mine, and I literally had to go out to eat, or buy bread from the supermarket and take it home to eat it. Eventually this wore off, but I don’t remember how long. I was now on ODSP and had a check come to me every month in order to have financial support. I would occasionally have a crisis, and ask my mom to drive me to the hospital, but eventually th...

Why has the church lost its capacity and power?

The church has modernized itself and in the process has lost something very valuable. It has lost its capacity to be personable. The way we reach lost souls is by seeing them, by getting to know them, and by recognizing them, but people are getting lost in the church. The church has become a busy place and is also becoming a less holy place. To make disciples we have to get to know people, and technology in the church is depersonalizing souls, and depersonalizing God for them. Faith becomes a marketable commodity, whereas in the past, churches and their leaders nourished and valued personal faith. While faith is still valued, it’s becoming something that is marketable, which reminds me of the story of Jesus in the temple turning over tables (Matthew 21:12-17). The problem isn’t that the church doesn’t work or doesn’t want to share the gospel, it could be how we are doing it. The church is currently being run like a business, and each Christian metaphorically speaking has a profit...

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