We have all heard the story of Job in the Bible, where Satan asks God if he can test Job and God's answer was "Do your worst, but don't take his life" because Job's life belonged to God. There will be times in our lives where we literally feel that everything is crumbling around us. We will feel if it weren't for this crazy world we live in, we would be doing just fine. We all have had times in our lives where we have felt lost, like we needed direction. For me it happened in my 20's, I was heading in the wrong direction and reformed my way of living through a mixture of eastern religion and Christianity. But I was yet to have my Job moment in 1999 when I ended up hospitalized, with a lived experience. Yet despite almost dying, I reformed yet again and dropped the eastern religion and returned fully to Christianity. Even though remnants still remain. Something that transformed my life, was having my story told in a book that is out now through IC Publish