The mind has a limited capacity to understand truth, but as a man or woman of God you have the ability to understand things that not everyone understands. I would like to convince you that I would make an awful father and husband. It's not that I no longer have the will to be a godly man, I do not desire the kind of relationship that most men desire when seeking a wife. I am unstable and unemployed, it's not that I don't want to work, I simply can't do it right now..maybe never. You see, what a woman desires in a man is stability, ladies, am I not right? And I can't provide any kind of stability other than marital sex, in which I have been trained through a lifestyle of fornication before I became a born again christian. So if it is a lifetime of marital sex you are looking for, but no financial or emotional stability, than I'm your man. This is not a joke, but a plea to "let me go", thanks ladies, it's been swell. (nice.)